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We are always in a hurry, we always want to be somewhere else, we always need, just one more thing to be happy, happiness is so illusory it makes me laugh.

Chasing the carrot, that has become our way of life. Since some beloved people discovered how our brains work with new stuff, how we are hopelessly addicted to dopamine and novelty, we have become hurried creatures, but what are we after? Are we after something? Is it joy and fulfilment what we are always looking for? Or are we running from something, something we are too scared to admit.

Bought answers are right, but it is undeniable that we respond more to fear than any other emotion. Fair enough, that emotion has led to our survival in this planet by not being eaten by a mighty predator.

But history has made a big ironical joke of predators, his most scared creature, has become his most savage predator, we humans do not only kill ourselves, but every species and living thing in the planet.

Anakin Skywalker, couldn’t make a good Jedi, simply because he was scared . Poor bastard, did you noticed everything that happened to him, his mother was killed, and he knew by who. He was son of a slave. I mean really, poor bastard. And now, great Yoda says you are afraid, come on man! Of fucking course he is afraid.

But here is the what Anakin says that I believed really got him in trouble, and it is that he said no. Vulnerabilty, is a characteristic of the brave and stout-hearted. Fear is a strong emotion, it brings darkness with it, anger and guilt. Those emotions aren’t the emotions you would see in the buddha.  It is truly, really annoying that they always show the buddha as this happy motherfucker, all the time. Haven’t we realized that he said that “life is suffering”, do you really believe that someone who said that life is suffering is someone that is going to be happy all the time? I think not but, back to A, when he said no, he didn’t want to show vulnerability. Yoda obviously knew that he was indeed afraid, and honestly, pissed as fuck, who wouldn’t. But he said no, he swallowed it and defensively said no. This is why yoda didn’t took him. It takes balls to accept your suffering, but you know what takes more balls? Accept your suffering and be brave after you’ve accepted it, that is courage, that is the  Jedi way. Buddha was a Jedi, he was a master jedi. He accepted suffering and life’s fuckery and therefore transcended it.

There is physical evidence for this as well. Lobsters. Lobsters have the same chemical compounds that humans have. One of those is serotonin. Serotonin is important because of dominance and hierarchy. Have you ever seen a “bro” that wants to impress?, or just won a fight? they expand their chest like gorillas, sometimes they even pound them. Well, lobsters are the same, when they win a fight, they expand, they make themselves bigger.

This is important, very, very important. Humans run on serotonin as well, so when we win in life we expand, when we lose, we retract, and you know what is very interesting as well? This has to do with vulnerability. Your chest is unprotected when you expand just as with lobsters, you are open to life, you are signaling that you can handle whatever shit test life throws at you. Lobsters are the same. And do you know which lobsters and what humans lead and reproduce more? Exactly, the vulnerable ones. Isn’t this amazing? Accepting your fear and acting anyway, is the buddhas way.






Stoicism is tyranny on self

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Nietzsche mentioned on his book “Beyond good and evil”, the following:

 “Because you are able to tyrannize over yourselves–Stoicism is self-tyranny–“

To live, is to impose limitations, to act, is to choose from one path or from another, whichever suits you the most. Tyrannical living is a most if we want to live truly our lives(as we need to make decisions). Even when we speak, we are choosing from a set of ideas that we gather from the world and cage them into words for other people to understand, because how could you speak the whole thing, it is just not possible. We most act from meaning and from what is relevant to us in any given situation.

Tyranny over self, does not sounds so pretty, but it feels as if that’s the way it is. It feels  that we are a someone in our heads giving orders and from experience  this tyrannical boss isn’t so great or always obeyed. Sometimes we wish to be healthy, but some buzz hits our way, and there we are drinking til sunrise, thinking, that it most be a worthwhile opportunity, almost always it just a severe hangover.

Stoicism, as Nietzsche argues can be deemed as tyrannical, and that’s something to think about.

It seems as if stoicism runs on willpower, and there are lots of people who certainly do so, but it can be argued that not in a tyrannical way.

Following Carl Jung arguments, we are composed not of a commander and a follower, but of many “archetypes” within them is the shadow.

Navy seal David Goggins talks on Inside Quest about a part of himself that is a monster and not pretty. he says “that I’m pretty comfortable, being pretty fuckin uncomfortable”. and he refers to this part of himself named “the dark side” which can be compared to Jung’s idea of the part of ourselves that represses everything that we don’t like of ourselves, every instinct that most be repressed to work on society, but all this repression I believe, is very powerful, and so Goggins says so:


Now, to the point. I believe tyranny on self is not something to aim at, tyranny does not work. I’d argue that to rule on self, one has to recognize all of our parts, including our shadow, and merge them into a sort of unified, self, that true, is leaded by our consciousness, We have to be conscious enough to know this forces. This is to know thyself, to know our shadows, our knights and our internal turmoil, to unify it and to act. Stoicism is tyranny on self, but more than a tyranny, it can be seen as a good leadership over self. Following stoic principles, will make any life better. Nietzsche just made a criticism, which is fair, however he did not denied stoic principles in his life, in fact he lived with Amor Fati for example, but he did noticed something worthy to think about.