How to start and push through the darkness of creativity

How to start

“Sometimes even to live is an act of courage.”
― Seneca

When we sit down to write, paint, plan business, organize life, write a song or tumblr_ogy5dcjXAM1uj062xo1_500anything that requires creativity, we go through dark places. Dark places of the mind in which we don’t know for sure where or what is the next move.

We tend to confuse these dark places with walls. Dark places are walkable, you can use a lamp or touch and find your way through.

Walls are different. I hate it when someone says: “I’ve just hit a wall”. It is not like that.

Dark places are not walls.

They are just dark and definitely scary but they are totally navigable. Sometimes it seems as if there is no way out of whatever problem we’re in, but just by pushing through long enough, the dark place will light up and eventually we’ll find the way.

485037332The hardest part of being a writer is not the writing itself, but sitting down to write.

I happen to be an entrepreneur as well and I can definitely tell you that the act itself, is the same. Sitting down to think about numbers and possibilities. Facing the nightmarish fact that maybe the business you are planning is not business after all. Facing it, however, lights the way for other possibilities.

“The impediment to action advances action. What stands in the way becomes the way.”

― Marcus Aurelius

There are times in life when I, and I can imagine yourself as well, hit “walls” within our creativeness.

Imagine yourself in a similar situation. These situations can be trivial, like sitting down to write the supermarket list (confess it, we always go with no idea of what we need) or big and serious, like sitting down to plan our lives for the next 5 years.

When was the last time you sat down with a pencil and a piece of paper to think about what you want to do for the next 5 or 10 years? Never?

The act of sitting down and figuring out what is needed is scary because we are entering a dark place, at least a dark place in our mind. The thing is, that the answers are there, in the dark places. Creativity is not even an act of creation, it is an act of discovery.

Creativity is not even an act of creation, it is an act of discovery.

When people talk about purpose in a serious manner. A deep feeling penetrates inside. At least I felt that way when my girlfriend or my family asked me “what do I want to do with my life”.

This was not easy to answer and to this day, it hasn’t become easier.

It’s a matter of discovery, it is not a static answer that stays the same as you grow older (I hate to even have to answer). It does not come and present itself either. You have to look for it, in the dark places of your mind. You have to start somewhere, anywhere.


It all begins with intention. From writing the list for the supermarket to figuring out what light in the darkyou want to do with your life for the next 5 years. It all begins with the simple act of sitting down with a pencil and a piece of paper and the intention to discover it.

It’s hard to believe that the hardest part is starting. Intuitively, we don’t believe it. We start thinking about all the work ahead, all the trouble will stumble upon and soon whatever endeavor we are in begins to present itself as a big and scary mountain.

Where do I start?

That is always the question. The answer is, anywhere. Anywhere is good, because the act of creation is not an act of creation, but of discovery.


Once you start thinking about creative endeavors as discovery endeavors, all will change. boatThe answers and solutions are already there. They may be in your head, in a book or somewhere on the internet but they are already there, you just have to figure your way into them.

When I sit down to write. In the beginning, I don’t know where to begin. The easy way to write something is to grab the meditations of Marcus Aurelius, but there are times that I force myself to think my way into something, and those are the times when the best material comes out. Trust yourself to find your own answers. They are already there.

Courage, of course, to be yourself, is needed.

For that, I’ll finish with the great Roosevelt.

“It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat.”
― Theodore Roosevelt


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“Difficulties strengthen the mind, as labor does the body.” Delivery time 5 days




How to make your mind whole and focused

Everyday work…

Let’s face it, our minds are chaotic must of the time. Two things need to happen for our minds to become whole and focused.

  • Disidentify from our minds, in stoicism, practicing objectivity. Removing you from the equation. 
  • Practice your focus on Quality. 

“Quality…you know what it is, yet you don‟t know what it is. But that‟s self-contradictory. But some things
are better than others, that is they have more quality, but when you try to say what quality is, apart from the
things that have it, it all goes poof!…Obviously some things are better than others…but what‟s the
“betterness”?…What the hell is Quality? What is it?” (ZMM, p184)

As I woke up this morning and sat myself to meditate, I realized just how absolutely necessary it was for me to order my mind in some way (I’ve just arrived in Mexico city to live so my mind is all but silent).

As soon as I sat down, a constant influx of thoughts, fears, hopes and unrelated nonsense began to appear like an unquiet ocean and I wasn’t even very aware of it until I began to be able to get some distance and disidentify my sense of self from the thoughts and emotions and eventually became able to just look at them, without engaging in them, without becoming troubled by them. Peace, and a quiet ocean, were regained.

Step #1 Disidentify from the chatter, practice objectivity

The first step in making our minds whole is to detach from the combination of feelings and thoughts that endlessly ruminate our minds. To make some space.

“Between stimulus and response there is a space. In that space is our power to choose our response. In our response lies our growth and our freedom.”

― Viktor E. Frankl

Stoicism and Buddhism

To better understand this from a stoic standpoint, it’s important to understand the ways in which Stoic philosophy and Buddhism are similar.

When you meditate, what happens first, is that you start to become aware of how the Cy_Medmind is and how it works, without judging it. An endless stream of thought and feeling starts to flow like a river and it takes a while to notice just how unrelated and chaotic it really is. But after a while, something rather interesting happens when you become aware, the chaotic river starts to calm down and you can start observing things for what they are, without judging them. You begin the process of detachment.

In Stoicism, a similar process develops when we practice objectivity. Ryan Holiday explains it just right:

The phrase “This happened and it is bad” is actually two impressions. The first—“This happened”—is objective. The second—“it is bad”—is subjective.

Holiday, Ryan.

Take judgment away from the equation.

The nature of experience

We tend to think that our thoughts are just pieces of language in our heads but in reality,3756898604d4543011b2069bcb20986b they aren’t just that. They are a weird combination of language, memory, and feelings.

Being alive and being able to experience is infinitely more complex than we can think.

You cannot understand the mind, in the level of the mind, you have to go higher.

The mind is a messy and dirty place, this higher intelligence emerges above from the mind. Just like the Lotus flower that emerges from mud.

When you start to observe your thoughts and emotions. You can begin to understand intuitively your mind and yourself. From a higher realm. I believe this is what Marcus Aurelius referred to when he said:

“Waste no more time arguing about what a good man should be. Be one.”

― Marcus Aurelius, Meditations

The rational and talkative mind cannot understand, for instance, feelings.

This higher realm of intelligence is the only one we have absolute control of (this realm is the realm of response to reality).

It is mainly intuitive.

Thoughts and feelings are information.

They do not determine anything, they are there for us to function in the world.

When this is understood, there is no judgment anymore. How could you judge information? It’s way better to use it instead. 

Practice disidentification and objectivity.



Step #2 Aim on Quality

The mind is a tool to function in the world. It has to have an aim to be whole and complete. It has to be focused on something.

Everything at every moment can have a better quality.

From the way we carry ourselves to the dirty dishes that could be clean. Quality is self-evident.

A chaotic mind has no aim

The brain has two modes of functioning.

The brain default mode

When we are focused on nothing, in particular, the brain enters in this default mode, better described as followed:

The default mode network is a group of brain regions that seem to show lower levels of activity when we are engaged in a particular task like paying attention, but higher levels of activity when we are awake and not involved in any specific mental exercise. It is during these times that we might be daydreaming, recalling memories, envisioning the future, monitoring the environment, thinking about the intentions of others, and so on–all things that we often do when we find ourselves just “thinking” without any explicit goal of thinking in mind. Additionally, recent research has begun to detect links between activity in the default mode network and mental disorders like depression, anxiety, and schizophrenia. Furthermore, therapies like meditation have received attention for influencing activity in the default mode network, suggesting this may be part of their mechanism for improving well-being.

Buckner RL, Andrews-Hanna JR, & Schacter DL (2008).

This is why you must not identify with the mind, (especially when it is in its default mode). The function of the mind is to be a creative machine, but depending on which mode of operation it is, it will either be a critic and function for essentially nothing, or it will be your tool and will provide you with an outstanding variety of ideas, creativeness, smartness and everything you might need.

If you focus your mind on quality you’ll achieve:


“If you are interested in something, you will focus on it, and if you focus attention on anything, it is likely that you will become interested in it. Many of the things we find interesting are not so by nature, but because we took the trouble of paying attention to them.”
― Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi, Finding Flow: The Psychology of Engagement with Everyday Life

The mind is like a tool. It provides us with information depending on what it is that we intend to achieve.

Focusing on quality is focusing on making everything better. Practicing objectivity first with an aim on quality is what makes the mind whole and focused.




A life well lived, is a life lived with quality.

Freedom is the only worthy goals and it can only be achieved living virtuously. This is a great thing! The focus to be better all the time is readily handled. Therefore a mind that can be whole and focused can be obtained any time anywhere, with a focus on quality and on virtue.

To follow this advice I recommend reading next the principle of Askesis Askesis (asceticism) in Stoicism which is to practice all the time.

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